They wash down with the big waves
Memories of love and your tears
I’m all alone
Even the shining lighthouse breaks down
Putting me behind

After losing you, my life has lost its flow
Like standing in a river with frozen feet, like tightly shut lips
An emotional drought, rotten roots
It’s like a stopped heart, like autumn when life is lost
In a space where everything is dying, I remain alone
I can’t leave you, the rock bottom won’t leave me alone
It’s the last time, when the night goes, I won’t ever come back
Day by day, loneliness keeps building up
Taking me to deeper and deeper places
I can’t stand the longing that rises to the tip of my throat
I can’t even cry, I live because I can’t die
If only I could turn back time
I’d go to the place where I first met you
If only I could turn back memories
Please take me back to the times I didn’t know you

They wash down with the big waves
Memories of love and your tears
I’m all alone
Even the shining lighthouse breaks down
Putting me behind

What do I do without you?
After losing you, my life has lost its flow
Like standing in a river with frozen feet
Only left with an aching, empty heart
After losing you, the clouds have stopped
And the sun has hid my body in the sky

After losing you, the clouds have stopped
And the sun has hid my body in the sky, the doors have tightly shut
The footsteps have stopped, my neck is endlessly tightened
Handcuffs on my hands, I’m a monster that has lost its freedom
In a space where everything is dying, I remain alone
I can’t leave you, the rock bottom won’t leave me alone
It’s the last time, when the night goes, I won’t ever come back
I told you, I won’t let go of your hands
But the waves never return to the place you left
Because the memories are too cold, because the memories wake me up
I grew you inside of me, because I was afraid of the deepening solitude
Because I longed for the longing that comes after everyone falls asleep
Because the fear became too heavy, I bit down on my cold lips

They wash down with the big waves
Memories of love and your tears
As I look at you, who won’t ever return
I comfort myself who is breaking apart

What do I do without you?
After losing you, my life has lost its flow
Like standing in a river with frozen feet
Only left with an aching, empty heart
After losing you, the clouds have stopped
And the sun has hid my body in the sky

Your cold face
The last sight of your back

They wash down with the big waves
Memories of love and your tears
Even your last words turned against me, who was breaking down

It’s dark, me without you
After losing you, my life has lost its flow
Like standing in a river with frozen feet
Only my frustrated heart remains
After losing you, the clouds have stopped
And the sun has hid my body in the sky

I miss you but I can’t see you
I wanna hug you but I can’t hug you
All day, I’m blind and I can’t breathe
I’m crying outloud with sadness, burning up inside
Touching my deeply cut wounds in my heart
I want you so my heart won’t leave scars
It’s the small confession of my bare heart

Your cold face
I miss you but I can’t see you
I wanna hug you but I can’t hug you
The last sight of your back
I want you so my heart won’t leave scars
It’s the small confession of my bare heart