I tried cleaning up my room
I tried sleeping all day
I turned on movies I wanted to watch
And I did laugh when it was funny

I even thought about buying new clothes today
I got drunk all night with friends too
Even without you, I spent an ok day
Though I felt like I was gonna die before

Are you ok, like me, are you ok?
Did you empty me out from your time?
I couldn’t even tell you to take care
I wanted you to hurt more than I did

Sudden thoughts of you do torture me
But I don’t miss you and I’m not struggling
If you do meet someone else
Hope she’s not as good as me

Are you ok, like me, are you ok?
Did you empty me out from your time?
I couldn’t even tell you to take care
I wanted you to hurt more than I did

No more painful love
I’ll just think it was a bad dream

Tears fall like rain falling
Because I hate myself for loving you
I couldn’t even tell you to be happy
I hope you’re hurting more than I am