Today’s weather is sunny
And partly cloudy
Don’t think it’s gonna snow
The money I lost from cancelling shows
I don’t care about it anymore
I already handed out my business card
In my dreams, Santa said he had to give me my gifts next month
Because foreigners have to get separated
So maybe this is a hope for next year
I’m just smiling by myself, bad 2020
good bye

I hate the morning sun
Even if I work today, I’ll still be behind
I wish money would fall like rain, like a rain dance
Placing my dreams in an empty cart with a smile
I can’t see you guys these days
Because of this damn thing that’s worse than a cold
Worrying so much for no reason
I might just stay home this Christmas again

Gonna write down all the things I wanna do once January comes
It’s past 9, only ghosts are walking around town
It’s the end of the year with nowhere to show my charisma
It’s an empty Christmas

I realized I’m such a weakling in this universe
You know who the real criminal is this year
I can’t go out so I’m just staring at my monitor
But after winter comes spring
So I’m not trying to change, it’s in my body
This Christmas will probably be the same
My broken watch is ticking too fast
I’m home alone

I’m standing right here, my mom’s only son
After receiving a life that’s like a gift, I came to show myself
I remember like Crush, not sometimes but often
I stopped seeping my words and the reactions have changed
1TYM, walking on these empty streets alone
This reality has hit me, I’m packing my snowshoes
I’m the only one who thinks I’m alone
I’m doing fine, under my bedsheets every day, covering up tomorrow

Gonna write down all the things I wanna do once January comes
It’s past 9, only ghosts are walking around town
It’s the end of the year with nowhere to show my charisma
It’s an empty Christmas

In case it takes too long to go back
I used to give hugs without holding back
The Henz Club, Sangsoo’s busy streets
Friends calling me, asking me
How you doin’ these days
They all wanna hear my story
I’m doing fine
I’m mixing up my weariness and happiness in my drink
My health is so intoxicated
Just watch me on TV
Let’s have that coffee next time
Don’t worry, I’m still me

Gonna write down all the things I wanna do once January comes
It’s past 9, only ghosts are walking around town
It’s the end of the year with nowhere to show my charisma
It’s an empty Christmas