There were so many times
When we were together but I couldn’t speak
So even I’m surprised at how calm I am
When this tiring love doesn’t make sense
I sent you a text out of habit
The emptiness that comes
From indifferently texting you and forgetting about it
I’m OK with it now
If I ever see you again
I think my heart will dangerously break
Our love comforts me
So even if I want to forget you, I can’t
I heard updates about her
I try to turn away but I’m back at the same place again
Whenever the song we used to listen to together plays on the radio
I go back to the happy days
Trying to take back those thorny words I threw at you
So I can wipe away those cold tears
I’m only realizing this now, my love was so foolish
My poor and kind person
Please forgive my cruelty
We will become calm as time goes on
And our scars will fade with different love
If I ever see you again
I think my heart will dangerously break
You’re filled with the spring sunshine
I want you but I can’t have you
My foolish love remains in a corner of my heart