I can’t drink
How many times do I have to tell you
I have a deathly illness of calling when I drink
If it’s that weird, try falling in love and breaking up
You’ll know once you’ve experienced a break-up
Why you shouldn’t drink
You gain this foolish bravery when you’re drunk
Your love becomes greater when you’re drunk
I know that I shouldn’t
But I keep looking at my phone
I hesitate and contemplate but I dial and
I still only love you
I miss you like crazy
I call again like I did yesterday

I really can’t drink much
I should go now
I have a deathly illness of crying when I drink
Whenever I think of him
I drank to tolerate my feelings
Is that why? Whenever I drink
I cry again like a fool
And then I get drunk off of my tears
And get drunk off the love that is over
I know that I shouldn’t but once again
I can’t help but to dial your number
I listen to your cold voice and say
I want to die, please come back to me
I hold the ended call and cry again like yesterday
I cry…