Uh yo I try to smile these days
I barely held onto my heart that was about to explode
I’ve found myself by turning my trembling hands and streaming tears into
Hatred and resentment towards you
I found out clearly that love wasn’t enough
I was sick for several days cause I couldn’t resolve it with alcohol
I tolerated it well
I wanted to cry everyday but
I was going to go crazy but
I received phone calls brightly
And I tried to meet up with others as if nothing is wrong
Our habits and the remained couple ring
I folded everything and threw it away from my heart
You’re not in me, I’m not in you
While repeating this today, I closed my eyes again
Whenever I fell asleep, I prayed not to wake up
You harrassed me even in my dreams
*Why did you come back to me?
Why did you find me?
My suffering heart barely came back to normal
Did you want me to glue back to you after you cut me?
Did you want to find me back after you abandoned me?
**Please at least be happy since you abandoned me
Go back to that person that you wanted
What am I supposed to do if you come back to me?
My suffering heart barely came back to normal
Yo ever since that day
It’s been hard and tough days day after day
Repeating hell-like days, suffered to death
My thoughts changed so many times a day
I was mad at myself for not being able to get over you
Yes, I’m stupid
I’m weakening again
I feel that pain from that time again
I try everything to forget
I want to ask you one thing if I see you
If you were me right now, what would you do?
You always said that I was yours only
You always said that, so I believed you
I became totally yours
I wanted to wake up with you
I wanted to fall asleep with you
I wanted to have a daughter that looks like you
**Repeat
I will look for you again and blame myself again
Asking myself, ‘Is this it?’
Cause I know better that I can’t get out of this
*Repeat
**Repeat

thank you very much for translating this!^^
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