My heart was fine in the beginning
Like always, I slept when it was time to sleep
And ate when it was time to eat
Minus the loneliness that came along once in a while like a habit
It was bearable
Whenever I drank, my fingers searched for you
My two feet like the streets that we walked together
I wear the clothes that you bought me the most often
And I couldn’t change the ringtone that you bought for me
I’m not this kind of guy
I used to make fun of my friends if they were like this but
I didn’t know that I’d be like this, suffer this much
I thought break ups were all the same but
Since one day, I live a life of the most pathetic and stupid guy in the world
I used to be cocky so I might be getting punished
There must be a god up there in the sky
*I think I deteriorated myself
I think I’m really exhausted since you left
I think I’m crazy for letting you go like that
I feel like I’m stuck in darkness all day
I feel like you’re gonna come back, come back
I’m going crazy, really going crazy
My days suck after you left
I gotta get used to it
I gotta go out more than yesterday
I gotta get busy to the point where I don’t know how my days go
I gota be happy, brighter than any other day
I gotta show me smiling
I gotta live well so you can see
I gotta live well so you can see
The more I talk, my mouth will hurt but
I have done a lot of mistakes but
I resent you for not calling once
If you come back to me, I can do better
But you don’t even give me a chance so what can I do
But you don’t even give me a chance so what can I do
I think you’re a very spiteful woman or you’ve never loved me
If it’s neither then you must have got somebody else
But what I think about till now is
You hugging me warmly
If that wasn’t love, then what’s love?
What was that warmth that I felt?
I’m confused, I’m in pain
I don’t know what’s what
I miss you
The fact that I let you go due to a hasty judgement
I still regret that moment
*Repeat
I gotta live somehow
There are more days left for me
A better love will come to me
I should let you go somehow from my heart
Finding you within someone else
Walking by myself on a rainy day
Walking and reaching to your house
Waiting for you to come all night
It won’t happen again, I won’t find you again
Me standing at the edge of the cliff, no more
You, who used live in my heart is now dead
I might think about you once in a while
I might cry once in a while
And will live without noticing that we have forgotten about each other
How we broke up, how we became so spiteful
I gotta live like I’ve never loved you
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