I loved seeing her side profile with her eyes closed
I liked her half-closed eyes looking at me, puffing out a long stream of cigarette smoke (x2)

At some point, you were tired with me not keeping my promises
Did you shed tears as you left?
I hated myself for not being able to hold onto you
Because I hated my cowardly self as well

I couldn’t see her ever again afterwards
I couldn’t see her ever again afterwards

Saying that everything was beautiful makes me laugh at my heart-aching memories
How many songs did I make for her?
How much did I miss her to death?
I still think of her now and instead of a song of crying out,
I am vomiting out a song of blood red

Sometimes my heart was shaken when I saw women with long eyelashes
But what I loved was the you inside of that
Do you want me to forget you? Then I’m sorry
Because in all my songs, you are there

Can you still not forgive me? Is it like that?
Can you still not forgive me? Is it like that?
(I loved seeing her side profile with her eyes closed)

(rap)
You cowardly said that you would let me go
You said it was the last act of love
You ripped my heart into pieces
I left the pictures of our memories on top of my drawer and came out as if I was escaping
I am doing well with a man that’s not you
Don’t come to me now, leaving tears on my memories, saying that you only had me

At some point, you were tired with me not keeping my promises
Did you shed tears as you left?
(Forget my tears now)

Can you still not forgive me? (It’s all in the past)
Do you think that I left you? (I did despise you a bit)
If you think that way till the end, my heart will hurt so much (I know, it hurts for me too)
But don’t hate me too much (I loved you for always)
I am paying the price after you, because I can’t love anyone else (can’t love)

I can’t love (I love you)