As always, without anyone knowing, I spend a day alone
And when night falls again, I close my eyes and draw you out in my head
You probably forgot about me
Now you are probably smiling like before
Though all the memories I had with you
Still make me cry
* If you are happy, if I can love you like that
I would be happy but my heart hurts even more
Because I’m scared you might erase me
** Rather, if you were hurting and came looking for me
I would have went back to your side
But you look happy right now
I have nowhere to go from here
You probably forgot about me
Now you are probably smiling like before
Though all the promises that are hurting me
Needs to be erased
* repeat
** repeat
I know that my pointless tears will not change anything
I need to let you go now but
Why am I hesitating?
I draw you and draw you out in my head again
But now this love is finished
And in front of that love, I am foolishly crying
What should I do?
Rather, if you were hurting and came looking for me
I would have went back to your side
But you look happy right now
I have nowhere to go
I have nowhere to go from here
