I want to smile once and turn back
You’re antics are a bit too harsh
I’ll pretend that I didn’t hear, that I don’t know
Pretend that it didn’t happen today

That can’t be real
There’s no way I’ll believe that
Even if it’s words you don’t mean, words out of anger
You shouldn’t treat me that way

The more I look back, the more my heart hurt
The more I go back, it kept coming in my eye
So I pretend to be crazy, I pretend not to know that heart
I text one line saying, “Let’s meet tomorrow”
Should I send it or not?

Saying that I’m a dense guy
Saying that I’m an idiot who doesn’t get it
Even if people speak badly of you and criticize me
To me, that’s better than breaking up

The more I look back, the more my heart hurt
The more I go back, it kept coming in my eye
So I pretend to be crazy, I pretend not to know that heart
And suddenly say the words, I love you

My tears knew of separation and overflowed
But my heart said no and called out your name

The more I look back, the more tears I will shed
The more I go back, the more I will long for you
But I pretend to be crazy, pretend that we didn’t break up
And suddenly, like a habit, say the words, I love you
Should I or not?