When I’m standing at the edge of this darkening room
Unwanted memories come over me
Suddenly, the rain drenches my clothes
As it enters into my closed up heart
How much more do I have to endure
To be able to smile like I did before?
I’m going to forget you, I’m going to be strong and forget
I erase and erase but tears keep coming at the spreading memories
It can’t get any worse, each day feels so long
I erase and erase but still
I can’t even breathe, I can’t
Now I can’t even feel anything on my scars
I hold my breath and let it out but everything’s in the same place
I didn’t know back then but I was so happy
Now I finally know after a long time passed
How much more do I have to endure
To be able to smile like I did before?
I’m going to forget you, I’m going to be strong and forget
I erase and erase but tears keep coming at the spreading memories
It can’t get any worse, each day feels so long
I erase and erase but still
I can’t even breathe, I can’t
My heart scatters like smoke
I keep running but I’m still in the same place
I’m burnt black
But I hate that I can’t throw the memories away
I’m going to forget you, I’m going to be strong and forget
I erase and erase but tears keep coming at the spreading memories
It can’t get any worse, each day feels so long
I erase and erase but still
