I should be drunk by now but actually, I’m sobering up
Because at the end of my 24 years, the day that mocks me has finally come
I forcefully called out my friends and their sneering comforts are so noisy
The scar on my friends wrist who says “2 years fly by” is so gross
At the telephone booth near my house, I throw up my insides and my mind
Fear conquers my entire body. No- fear? I can’t acknowledge it
I shouldn’t have came out to drink tonight- I’m so embarassed- I can’t believe I cried
Will I be able to pull through this? This night feels so short…

When time passes, will I be able to smile
Already, everything seems to faint to me
The path I go on will not be my last- I’ll be alright
I’ll write you. I’ll call you too

I touch up my shortened hair and it’s so funny- my appearance in the mirror
Was Nonsan always this close? Was time always this precious?
The last meal in regular society- no matter how much I fill up, it’s not delicious
I was always cocky and said the army is no big deal but now I’m so pathetic
Everyone with similar haircuts to mine look younger than me
In the outside, age is just a number but here, it’s a heavy weight
I hug my mother, the first time in a long time- she needs to send me off now
‘The start and the last are always on the same line’ she says, acting cool

The whimpers pass my shoulder and take place on the back
All the things I couldn’t let go become a rope and coil around my footsteps

Basketball, which I liked- my studies I was doing-
I need to say goodbye- now my station in life will change
I let it all down and leave- these heavy footsteps- I still have lingering attachment
Basketball, which I liked- my studies I was doing-
I need to say goodbye- now my station in life will change
I let it all down and leave- let it all down and leave