As I embrace the one love that is filled with only scars
As I dig my memories, which are only tears
Where did I leave you off and proceed by myself?
I don’t remember anything

Because I couldn’t give you a love that is worthy to be love
I can’t hate you as much as I’m hurting
Have I come too far to go back now?
Forgive me

* I try to push you out, I try to fling you off
I try to let you go with a cold expression
But you know that I will collapse at the sight of your turned back

** I try to grasp you, I try to shout out
Though it’s not the name of my love anymore
Even if I empty out all of my memories
You will remain till the end

Even if it’s a different person that’s not me
If that person can give you a smile on your face
I don’t have the courage to say that I can be happy
And I hate myself for it

* repeat

** repeat