I’m walking, I’m walking in the rain
I’m smiling, I’m forcefully smiling
Because I hated crying every day more than death
I stop and turn around several times
In case you came, in case you came again
Like a fool, I am walking to you

* Though the cold wind blows
Though there’s nowhere to lean
I hated myself becoming so small
It’s alright, I comfort myself
And I fiercely set my heart but
The tears won’t listen to me and they won’t stop

** Even I feel so sad for myself
So I want to cry and sob and cling onto you
In order to remain with you and I hate myself for that
I love you, I can’t live without you
I love you more than I love myself
The person that remains in my heart – for you

Don’t do it, don’t try to comfort me
It’s alright, things will quickly pass
I tell this to myself already thousands of times

* Repeat

** Repeat

This deathly love is torturing me like crazy
I try so hard to escape but
I’m still at the same place

** Repeat