I’m always missing you

You came to my house
Changed into comfortable clothes that I gave you
You didn’t know how many other girls wore those clothes
Or if I even washed them
Your innocent face had no doubt
It makes my head ache, though my conscience isn’t
It makes my head ache
After I got caught, I was trying to lie
Then I saw you getting slightly red
With sleepy eyes, things start to go black

My love, in your big, deer-like eyes
Will you cover it up with my lies?
You are, you are my only one
Even if that’s a lie too, please do me this favor

You looked for cleansing oil to take off your makeup
With a more comfortable-looking face
You said that there’s nothing I didn’t have in my house
Saying how my place looked so nice for a guy’s place
Instead of seeming guilty, I tried to pass it off like I bought all those things
My head hurts from trying to cover up my no-good-ness
My mouth hurts from trying to smile brightly
My throat dried up while trying to find things to say
But then I started saying sweet things, with my blackening mouth

My love, in your big, deer-like eyes
Will you cover it up with my lies?
You are, you are my only one
Even if that’s a lie too, please do me this favor

I’m always thinking about you
My life is only for you
Isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it?
You said you left an earring in my room
So when I look for it
And I find another girl’s earring instead
Even so, please trust me, my love
I was looking for it
But I found another girl’s earring instead

My love
Don’t trust anyone in this world but me
Even if they’re all bastards like me
At least I treat myself like a sinner, punishing myself
Every time I lie to you, look for your reaction and quiet down
I feel like a murderer
Love must be blind
Sometimes I can’t really see you
If this is love for you too, please let it go
Why does sin resemble a smile so much?
Why does it feel lighter the more I erase?
My love
I’ll receive an electrically sweet punishment
So I can sweetly love you
Because even all of my evilness
Is all me, tell me that it’s all good
It’s even clearer
Seeing the heaven called you from hell
Baby, you’re already all of my legs, arms, head and heart
Hurting you is like hurting myself
So in the end, the criminal and the victim are both me

My love, in your big, deer-like eyes
Will you cover it up with my lies?
You are, you are my only one
Even if that’s a lie too, please do me this favor