Why am I jealous of the things you have?
Holding tightly onto things I can’t even handle
What and how much more do I want to get better from here?
I know you’re the same too, am I the selfish one?

I have a lot but I’m not like you
I’m walking on top of painful memories alone every day
I know it hurts but my heart keeps going there
Maybe that’s why I keep getting greedy for you

My my my darling
Just calling your name makes my heart overwhelmed
I want to become even bigger
So I can hold you tight

Saying what I want makes me nervous
So I pushed you away and made you uncomfortable
There’s so much I wanted to hear
But I couldn’t hope for it and I just painfully waited

My my my darling
Just calling your name makes my heart overwhelmed
I want to become even bigger
So I can hold you tight