Why are things getting so complicated today?
What am I doing right now?
Am I doing this out of emotion?
I don’t know

My head is so packed
But people around me keep interfering
Stop it
I won’t ever let you
shit on me
I’m just gonna do it my way
My way

Whether I live or die
I’ll wake from this dream
Bloom with this song
No matter what anyone says
I’ll climb to the top
over and over and over
I believe in myself

It’s a habit
As soon as I open my eyes
Even before the sunlight comes through the window
I frown
As if I’m bait in the sea
Going back and forth from relaxing to being anxious
I’m spacing out
I’ll never know if I don’t become
Everyone thinks they know me
Spitting out whatever they want
Going into each crack in between those people
I don’t wanna lose
I don’t wanna see myself becoming immature

Every day, I’m getting exhausted
Without even a reason, I’m going crazy
Blaming my forgetfulness
I have an escape
I kept walking but where’s the end?
Every day, I’m falling behind
The road ahead seems so far away
Yeah I know, this is something I have to do
However big it is, I have to swallow this pill

Whether I live or die
I’ll wake from this dream
Bloom with this song
No matter what anyone says
I’ll climb to the top
over and over and over
I believe in myself

Time passes
It won’t wait for me
But I don’t wanna be chased by time
And rush myself
I’m not confident
But it’s not like I can’t do it
I gotta be on top
Again today

Whether I live or die
I’ll wake from this dream
Bloom with this song
No matter what anyone says
I’ll climb to the top
over and over and over
I believe in myself