I made a fool out of myself
No way to explain it

If you’re still spring
I’ve come to the end of winter by myself

I can’t figure out exactly what to say
But the shape of my heart has changed

You say you just don’t know me anymore
You’ve already grown so far
That hurts so much

If I was running out of breath
I should’ve held your hand
If I felt nervous, I should’ve just cried
Your smile from the beginning
I can’t ever see it again
I shouldn’t have ever seen it
I saw it for no reason

The times that were broken into pieces
There’s no way to put it all back

Now you want to hear me
But I’ve already closed my heart
That hurts so much

If I was running out of breath
I should’ve held your hand
If I felt nervous, I should’ve just cried
Your smile from the beginning
I can’t ever see it again
If only I never saw it

When I get mad, I feel pitiful
And the more I do that, the farther you get
That first fluttering feeling
Won’t ever come again
I shouldn’t have believed in it

If I was running out of breath
I should’ve held your hand
If I felt nervous, I should’ve just cried
Your smile from the beginning
I can’t ever see it again
I shouldn’t have ever seen it
I saw it for no reason