I’m forcing myself to smile
I’m erasing the pictures
I’m turning off the phone
I won’t wait
plz i need Healing Healing Healing
i am falling falling falling
plz i need Healing Healing Healing
i am falling falling falling
My heart is only you
I’m meeting with people, saying I’m fine
Forcing myself to smile but crying when I turn around
Don’t even know how many days it’s been
The TV is always on and my days are broken
Whatever I eat, nothing fills me up
I starve for days, but I’m not hungry
Because my longing for you is greater than my hunger
Because I don’t have you anymore
plz i need Healing Healing Healing
I can’t be filled
i am falling falling falling again
For you, holic holic holic
I barely live
I know you won’t come back, I tell myself but
My heart is only you
only you
Words you endlessly said to me
for you
Such sweet words
They’re all lies, when you said you’d protect me
You left so easily
I’m the crazy one for believing in you
I laugh for a while as I watch TV
But I don’t even remember what I watched
Because it’s only you on my mind
Because my heart still wants you
plz i need Healing Healing Healing
I can’t be filled
i am falling falling falling again
For you, holic holic holic
I barely live
I know you won’t come back, I tell myself but
My heart is only you
I hear footsteps outside the window
Maybe you came to me
Even though my phone didn’t ring
So I check but
I see myself with a forced smile
If I hurt for a bit, I will be alright
plz i need Healing Healing Healing
I can’t be filled
i am falling falling falling again
For you, holic holic holic
I barely live
I know you won’t come back, I tell myself but
My heart is only you
