I keep trying to forget you
Acting like I’m having fun
But you probably don’t know

If I act like I’m happy
I believe I’ll forget you some day
You probably don’t know that’s what I think

I try but because it’s you
You grow even thicker in me

Spending this time alone
Is so scary to me
But you probably don’t know

I’m afraid of nights that I’ll dream of you
Nights are scary to me know
You probably don’t know

I try but because it’s you
You grow even thicker in me
The more I try, the bigger you grow

Holding onto you, who grows thicker
The more I think of you
The bigger you grow

I’m always trying to forget you
Acting like I’m having fun
But you probably don’t know