Feels like my heart has snapped apart
I felt numb for a while and now it hurts so much
Your cold and short words: how are you?

I hesitated and was gonna ask, why? But I didn’t
It’s not important anymore, the reason for our break up
Because nothing will change anyway

I’ll barely get through this for a while
I’ll be a mess without you
Then I’ll break down when I hear about you and how you’re doing
And miss you till I can’t take it anymore

In a corner of my heart, I have such bad thoughts
Wanting you to at least hurt more than me
To get over me later than I do
To not be able to sleep because of me

I’ll barely get through this for a while
I’ll be a mess without you
Then I’ll break down when I hear about you and how you’re doing
And miss you and hate you till I can’t take it anymore

Maybe you feel too bad
Maybe you pity me for loving you so much
I want to be doing well when you ask
But each minute, each second is such a mess

Break ups are all like this
Acting like you’re okay
Then breaking down in just one moment

I came across a photo of you, smiling with someone else
It made me miss you and hate you till I can’t take it anymore

Maybe you feel too bad
Maybe you pity me for loving you so much
I want to be doing well when you ask
But each minute, each second is such a mess without you