Like a habit, I’m sad, I want to cry
What should I do to feel better?
Like a spinning top with no place to lean on
I’m walking in place all by myself
How much more do I have to wait?

I don’t know, as much as I aged
The loneliness grew as well
My worries have grown too, everything changed
I don’t like anything

It’s alright, that’s how you grow up
It’s natural to struggle
When they say that, I say
Maybe, so do I just have to cry now?

Why am I the only one hurting so much?
Will I ever see the end of my day?
When time passes and I become an adult
Who will be remaining by my side?
I don’t like this

When the tactless wind passes my cheek
If I become depressed, is that a problem?
Everyone but me is laughing
Or is it just me?

I don’t know, when I walk step by step
I’m filled with people and memories
But there’s nothing that’s truly mine

I understand you, it’s always like that in the beginning
Just wait, everything will be fine
When they say that, I say
Maybe, so do I just have to smile right now?

Why am I the only one hurting so much?
Will I ever see the end of my day?
When time passes and I become an adult
Who will be remaining by my side?

I don’t like to be in pain
Can’t things be more comfortable?
I don’t like pain

Like a habit, I’m sad, I want to cry
What should I do to feel better?
Like a spinning top with no place to lean on
I’m walking in place all by myself
How much more do I have to wait?