Even though the cold snow melted
And the warm sunlight greets me
I’m not fine
My heart is still frozen
Whatever I do, I have no interest

There’s still so much to do
But I can’t seem to grasp anything
I don’t even think this emptiness is from you anymore
But I’m just staring outside the window

Am I the only one who feels like this?
Probably

It’s just me, I say with a smile
I should brush it off with a smile

Since the morning, in all my group texts
People keep talking about the weather
About how nice it is outside
Or how you don’t need an umbrella
Or that flowers are blooming
But why’s that exciting for me?
Seems like you all have fun plans
I’ll just enjoy them from my feed

Whatever you say
I can’t relate
I try to remember
But those heart fluttering nights are so fuzzy
Spring has passed and my heart feels like autumn
Why am I the only one like this?

Am I the only one who feels like this?
Probably

It’s just me, I say with a smile
I should brush it off with a smile

It would be nice, I would go
Even if I get wet from the rain

If only things can get sunny again

Am I the only one who feels like this?
Probably

It’s just me, I say with a smile
I should brush it off with a smile
Yes, I should