Slowly

Quietly, more honestly
I’m going to open my up heart that was folded up over there

Calmly, firmly
I’m going to warmly listen as if I’m healing
I want to hug myself, preciously

That’s my personality
I was trapped in a strange loneliness
I should’ve just left myself as I was

I want to lean on you and fall asleep again
On drunken nights, I wanna follow the sweetness like a dream
Relaxing my body with the nice breeze
I wanna kiss you like the butterflies when we first met

If I knew this would happen
I should’ve looked at you more

Quietly, achingly
I’m listening to the memories that build up every day

Ordinarily, specially
I don’t even know myself, how would I live?
Always in a small room with soft laughter

I want to lean on you and fall asleep again
On drunken nights, I wanna follow the sweetness like a dream
Relaxing my body with the nice breeze
I wanna kiss you like the butterflies when we first met

If I knew this would happen
I should’ve looked at you more

Days that shined because of love
The air that softly wrapped around us
The stars in the night sky and the trees
Your voice under the cozy blankets
Your whispers that tickled my ears
Your embrace that made me feel at peace

I’m smiling as I think of these things