Rothy – Stars

My horoscope sign is a sign filled with scars
My blood type is A, B O and AB
I hid myself in case anyone noticed, i’m sorry

What kind of person did I want to be?
If I become that person, will I be happy?
I’m whispering in my heart, alright

Are you lost? It can happen
Don’t follow other people’s shadows
Find your lost self

It’s hard for me to be nothing
Just do what you wanna do
Cry when you wanna cry
Don’t smile when you don’t want to smile

I’m drawing myself in the night sky
I’m making my own horoscope
With my light that no one can erase

The lights in my mom’s room are off now
The long day has come to an end
I can only sleep after I see that

Feeling bad without really knowing why
Wanting to do well without really know why
Those feelings are so precious

It’s hard for me to be nothing
Just do what you wanna do
Cry when you wanna cry
Don’t smile when you don’t want to smile

I’m drawing myself in the night sky
I’m making my own horoscope
With my light that no one can erase

Back then, I thought it was only my fault
So I scolded myself, blanked myself
Then I got upset (then I fell asleep)
Erasing and re-writing myself (then regretting)
I became nothing
I don’t ever wanna do that again

It’s hard for me to be nothing
I wish someone told me
Cry when you wanna cry
Don’t smile when you don’t want to smile

There’s a star that knows my story
That shines on me from the night sky
Telling me that I’m doing well
Every single day

It’s hard for me to be nothing
Just do what you wanna do
(So I can shine)
Cry when you wanna cry
Don’t smile when you don’t want to smile
Half lies, half truth
I’m standing somewhere in between
I want to say you’re doing well

I want to give you a hug

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