My horoscope sign is a sign filled with scars
My blood type is A, B O and AB
I hid myself in case anyone noticed, i’m sorry
What kind of person did I want to be?
If I become that person, will I be happy?
I’m whispering in my heart, alright
Are you lost? It can happen
Don’t follow other people’s shadows
Find your lost self
It’s hard for me to be nothing
Just do what you wanna do
Cry when you wanna cry
Don’t smile when you don’t want to smile
I’m drawing myself in the night sky
I’m making my own horoscope
With my light that no one can erase
The lights in my mom’s room are off now
The long day has come to an end
I can only sleep after I see that
Feeling bad without really knowing why
Wanting to do well without really know why
Those feelings are so precious
It’s hard for me to be nothing
Just do what you wanna do
Cry when you wanna cry
Don’t smile when you don’t want to smile
I’m drawing myself in the night sky
I’m making my own horoscope
With my light that no one can erase
Back then, I thought it was only my fault
So I scolded myself, blanked myself
Then I got upset (then I fell asleep)
Erasing and re-writing myself (then regretting)
I became nothing
I don’t ever wanna do that again
It’s hard for me to be nothing
I wish someone told me
Cry when you wanna cry
Don’t smile when you don’t want to smile
There’s a star that knows my story
That shines on me from the night sky
Telling me that I’m doing well
Every single day
It’s hard for me to be nothing
Just do what you wanna do
(So I can shine)
Cry when you wanna cry
Don’t smile when you don’t want to smile
Half lies, half truth
I’m standing somewhere in between
I want to say you’re doing well
I want to give you a hug