Did you get home ok last night?
You cried so much, I’m worried about you
What if walking home alone
Felt too strange for you?
Because of those worries, I stood in place
Blankly staring at you, getting farther away
Like a pathetic fool
Only worrying about you
Even when you said let’s break up
Even when you said you found another guy
It felt like everything was my fault
I didn’t hate you at all
I still have all these feelings
I think I’m stupid
You are still so beautiful but
You’re not the same
I know you’ve changed
Just how I liked you so much
Will I be able to hate you a lot too?
I am still not able to hate you
I’m still missing you
Did you get home ok last night?
You just smiled, I’m worried about you
When you were walking home alone
Was I too cruel?
Should I turn around and say a last goodbye?
Or should I just leave you to hate me?
I hate myself for contemplating
(You hurt me so much)
You are still so beautiful but
You’re not the same
I know you’ve changed
Just how I liked you so much
Will I be able to hate you a lot too?
I am still not able to hate you
I’m still missing you
Are you happy?
Are you satisfied now?
I wanted to ask
I wanted to check
(don’t know why)
You look unhappy like me
(don’t know why)
Is it just me?
(don’t know why)
Or just my foolish imagination?
You are still so beautiful but
You’re not the same
I know you’ve changed
Just how I liked you so much
Will I be able to hate you a lot too?
I am still not able to hate you
I’m still missing you