It’s crumbling
That deep place in my heart
I’m pushing it into a corner
And placing it there

Let’s cram it in there
So I can’t even take it out or see it again

If you smile again
I might take out my heart again
Read it and show it to you
So I’m pushing it inside deeper

If I can’t do that

I didn’t care if my heart died
I wrote my heart toward you
So I’m scared you’ll read it

If I did that
I thought everything might change
So I dreamed about that for a moment

Especially more this season
It hurt so much

But you know
It hurt so much
But I don’t know why, I’m smiling

What do I do?
Whatever I do, I think of you
As if you’re right next to me and whining

Back then, I couldn’t stand it

I didn’t care if my heart died
I wrote my heart toward you
So I’m scared you’ll read it

If I did that
I thought everything might change
So I dreamed about that for a moment

I’m continuing to have hope
That can’t be fulfilled
Wherever the end may be
Whatever it may be

Every day, I don’t care if I die
I’m writing my heart toward you
I want to read it to you

If I do that
Like a miracle
Maybe it’ll bring you back to me