Will there ever be a love as painful as this?
Why am I the only one being broken?
I hate this love that digs into my hardened heart
In the end, you’re not here

i cant hold you
i cant love you
I’m falling asleep, exhausted by the tears

I can’t wait, I can’t wait
So I’m going to you first in my dreams
If only I can see you just once
I want to throw up my hidden tears

i cant hold you
i cant love you

I think I can see you in my dreams
Pitifully, I’m wandering in this maze
Once I reach you, you’re like a disappearing mirage
In the end, you’re not here

i cant hold you
i cant love you
I’m falling asleep, exhausted by the tears

I can’t wait, I can’t wait
So I’m going to you first in my dreams
If only I can see you just once
I want to throw up my hidden tears

How much more do I have to cry to forget you?
How much more do I have to hurt to erase you?
I think I’m going crazy

I can’t wait, I can’t wait
I love you so I’m calling out to you
If only I can see you just once
I want to throw up my hidden tears

i cant hold you
i cant love you