When will I get used to this?
I’m left all alone and it still feels so strange
My longing just keeps growing
My days without you
Keeps breaking down
I couldn’t hold onto you
And say I can’t say goodbye
Because I made you cry too much
I couldn’t even tell you those typical words
“I’ll do better”
Because I couldn’t back then
How could I love you?
How could I hold onto you?
I’m sorry that my last gift to you
Is breaking up
Don’t hurt anymore
Telling you I love you
Holding your hand
I should’ve done those things more
It’s not even a big thing
But you said you felt lonely
Even when we were together
And I only gave you scars
How could I love you?
How could I hold onto you?
I’m sorry that my last gift to you
Is breaking up
Don’t hurt anymore
Please meet someone good
You must be happy now
Don’t cry
Now I’m not by your side
So erase me
Forget a person like me
I’m sorry, now I finally say those words
Though you can’t even hear
I’m saying it like this
