My voice is even more locked up today
Maybe it’s because my heart was dry all night
Every day, I try to be careful
But like a fool, I get like this each time
Whenever I see you, I grow weak
I wonder if you know
Why do you keep coming to me?
To me
I have no strength to overcome you
I don’t have the power
But you appear without a word
I try to avoid you but nothing changes
Instead, as time goes by
I grow weaker
I try using all the methods others taught me
But like a fool, I get like this each time
Maybe I just didn’t want to see myself
Get stronger without you
Just when I’m about to get better, you come to me
To me
I have no strength to overcome you
I don’t have the power
But you appear without a word
I try to avoid you but nothing changes
Instead, as time goes by
When can I be able to see you
And not shake?
Will that day ever come?
If this pain continues
Will I get used to it?
A power that I can never have
Is to erase you
But you keep appearing
I try to stop you but nothing changes
Instead, as time goes by
I get even more weaker than before
I just can’t have you
