I try making awkward jokes
I try forcing myself to laugh
Acting like I’m alright
As if nothing’s wrong

In between my friends
I try to hide myself
I try but it’s still obvious

I’m so ridiculous
I’m such a loser
I keep longing for the days
I used to be so sick of

I miss you like crazy
I wanna hold you like crazy
I’m burying you in this good-for-nothing heart
Without knowing
But today, I miss you like crazy

I try moving my desk
I try cleaning
Now I’m trying to naturally
Get over you

I try to change myself
Like the times when I had no one
But when I turn off the lights
You come to me

It’s so hard
It’s so sad
To keep ignoring the days
That I used to love you

I miss you like crazy
I wanna hold you like crazy
I’m burying you in this good-for-nothing heart
Without knowing
But today, I miss you like crazy

Maybe I keep telling myself
That you’re not over me
So I’m waiting for you like this
Or maybe I just can’t forget you
And I just want to hold onto you because I’m worried

I miss you like crazy
I wanna hold you like crazy
I’m burying you in this good-for-nothing heart
Without knowing
But today, I miss you like crazy