On an especially cold day
The day with the warm sunshine
I first met you
Laughter kept seeping out
And we kept those fluttering feelings from that day

But when we started to take each other for granted
I should’ve known
That it was too soon

I don’t ever want to love again
And hurt over a breakup
I’m waiting for you
Who has left me

It’s hard to act like I’m not
But I still miss you a lot
It hurts to think about you

I blamed you and resented you
I didn’t want to acknowledge this breakup
I dismissed the cold way you talked to me
Telling myself, it’s alright, nothing’s wrong

I love you, I still haven’t forgotten you
I’m still sad
I know I can’t turn things back
But I love you

It’s hard to act like I’m not
But I still miss you a lot
It hurts to think about the memories

The day you left me
I couldn’t hold onto you
Because of all the days you spent hating me
I’m just waiting for the day you’ll come back
So I can tell you how much it hurt
So I can tell you to love me

I’m sorry, I still haven’t forgotten you
I’m still sad
I know I can’t turn things back
But I love you

It’s hard to act like I’m not
But I still miss you a lot
It hurts to think about the memories
I’m crying again over this heartbreak