It’s so dark ahead
Too hard to keep going forward
When I turned around and looked back
There were so many more people who relied on me than I thought
So I took one more step forward
But actually, I’m not that strong either
Even if you can’t see it, I’m filled with scars
But I didn’t want to seem weak, so I swallowed my tears
Just living as if nothing’s wrong
Once you, whom I love
See my pain
I’m afraid you’ll break down
So I’m protecting you
I’m enduring it through
But actually, I’m not that strong either
Even if you can’t see it, I’m filled with scars
But I didn’t want to seem weak, so I swallowed my tears
Just living as if nothing’s wrong
My earnest hopes
And selfish prayers
If they can reach you
You would know even if I don’t say anything
Some day, this will come to an end
Something will comfort me then
I’ll face a side of me
Who will understand all of this
Because I will have lost many things
A better me will be waiting
