It doesn’t matter if no one knows I’m in pain
I just lived on
I’m just used to holding it in
So even when something bad happens, I just put on a smile

No one knows, my heart
I try to put on a bright smile
In my dark room
I’m collecting my tears, alone

When drinking with friends, they ask me how I’m doing
We talk about this and that
I talked about my small dream that I still had
I long for those times so much, I’m just reminiscing

No one knows, my heart
I try to put on a bright smile
In my dark room
I’m collecting my tears, alone

You didn’t even know how to get angry, you were so kind
You only ran forward
Today and tomorrow, it’s a lonely night

I’m casting a spell unto myself
Telling myself it’s nothing, trying to brush it off
I’m laughing by myself, asking myself
As I collect my hopes, alone

Goodbye, reflection in the mirror
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye