I know, it took me quite a while I needed time to figure out why and how. It was like a roller coaster ride of never ending questions and it still is But there is one thing that I’m so damn sure of and that is you. yes. you.
I want you so much closer than this I want you so much closer than this I want you so much closer than this I want you so much closer than this But we are so much better When we are not together We are so much better When we are not together
Actually, it’s not like that I just said tha out of anger Can’t we just laugh it over? That’s what I hoped you would say Actually, it’s the other way around Honestly, don’t you know how I feel? I want you to hold onto me That’s what I hoped you would say
You At one point, I had to let you go with tears But now, I talk about you with a smile Are you doing well? I sometimes get casually curious Now it’s just a past memory That I take out from time to time A short excerpt of a memory in my worn out drawer
The fantasy of believing that everything will get better in time Always ends the same way Even if you’re able to turn things around You already know too many things You can’t pretend that it never happened Right when you think it’s over That’s when it starts to hover It won’t disappear Just accept it