Somebody help me kill this!
Love. Kill this love. Kill this love. Love.
Somebody help me kill this!
Love. Kill this love. Kill this love. Love. Don’t die
I need to cut off the breath of your memories
I tried putting the memories on fire
I hoped my regrets would become the ashes but
It became even hotter
I filled up the bathtub to turn the fire off
I tried to place it in a sea of tears but
Though I hold my breath, you float up again
I hold on to the lingering attachments that float up
I close my eyes to the memories that look back at me
I put away my hatred and look around
And it’s just a desert where I’m looking for my tears
I need to bury the excess attachment but the emotions still come back
The line was blurry because I was weak but I need to draw it and end it
* Save me, please save me, save me
Somebody help me kill this!
Love. Kill this love. Kill this love. Love. Don’t die
** Somebody help me kill this!
Love, love. Love, love.
Kill, kill, kill, kill this love.
Love, love. Love, love.
Kill, kill, kill, kill this.
*** I can’t kill, kill, kill this love.
No, no, no, no.
God help me kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, this love.
Kill this love.
On rainy nights, you come find me again
The fragments of the memories I dug into my heart come flying like arrows
Why do you, who used to be my dream, come to me as a nightmare?
You push me into despair even when I don’t have wings
Please tell me this is the end now
Even if it’s pointless – you leave me and my heart has a hole – gunshot
With the excuse of disinfecting, I rely on alcohol that’s like poison to my entire body – one shot
These days, I black out every day
The famished loneliness starves me
The thirsty lingering attachments constricts my throat
If you live, I die, don’t you know?
* Repeat
** Repeat
*** Repeat
When you open your eyes, my eyes close
Redrum, redrum, redrum.
When you breath, I suffocate
Redrum, redrum, redrum.
Somebody help me kill this!
Somebody help me kill, kill, kill this love.
God help me kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, this love.
Goodbye dear love.
RIP.
RIP.
RIP.
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.