I carried a heavy bag and climbed this tall mountain and went pretty high
I got L-O-V-E from good girls in the past
But the title of this song is about how I feel right now
I will tell you – I went to the top
And I even met T.O.P
And on top of T.O.P, President Yang
I can’t believe it, he knows my name now
Some people, in order to stand on the stage I’ve stood on,
They throw away their pride, friends and family
But I hated that aspect of this industry
So even though I a talkative guy, I kept my mouth shut
I went to underground concerts and started singing again
It was harder than when I lived on high neighborhoods, a lot harder
Now even the idols tell me, “hyung, you’re awesome”
But I lost my friends and my enemies have increased from all around me

But I always treated you well
Yes, I was really nice
Behind me, they all said, “That guy will fail.
I knew it from the start. He’ll never make it.”
Like the life of Berserk – abandoned by everyone
It’s hard to grab chances, harder than grabbing thin noodles
But I won’t give up easily, I’m pretty strong
Though I put on a scary face, on the inside, I’m

* Lonely, I’m lonely
Even when many people love me
I feel like I’m alone

Lonely, so lonely I’m
Even when singing this song, I’m lonely
la la la la la la

You were born
But you were never able to do what you wanted
Not even once – now you graduate from high school
You go to an insignificant school – your parents don’t have money
There’s not much time left till you have to start working, what to do?
When will this fierce competition end? You try to catch your breath
You start to dislike all the girls who don’t even look at you
You try to catch up to the well-off guys, as you vomit blood and run
All those dreams have disappeared – dreams are an extravagance
Your friends don’t wait for you and you shout out “wait for me”
During the day, you sleep off your hangover, during the night, you drench yourself with alcohol
You even said things you shouldn’t say to your parents
You look at celebrities and torture yourself
You shake your head no – you don’t go to your high school reunion
You curl up like you did in your mother’s womb
As you go into a star-less night and a dream-less sleep… good night

* Repeat

Tell her I’m coming for her
Tell her it’ll be alright
Tell her everything’s ok
And tell her I love her
Cuz’ I’m coming home to mama
With a truck full of cash
And ain’t nobody gon stop me
Although I may feel somewhat

* Repeat