I try to force myself to think of something else
But I keep seeing you, with your head hung low

When I lay down in my room, I keep thinking of you
I keep staying up all night for several days

Even though you need to resent me for all your remaining days
In order to find closure in what happened,

Oh forgive me, understand me
For giving you that great pain that cannot be erased

Forgive the foolish me, understand me
Forgive me for leaving you and your breath

You probably trembled in fear
You probably hurt a lot at the first feeling of coldness

You tried to avoid it but couldn’t
You probably resented me for taking away your choice to do so

If I gave you all of my remaining days
And begged for your forgiveness, I wonder if you’d understand

Oh forgive me, understand me
For giving you that great pain that cannot be erased

Forgive the foolish me, understand me
Forgive me for leaving you and your breath