On the day that could never be turned back when you casually said goodbye
I buried my tears that felt like they would burst into my heart
Because I hated you, because I really hated you
I told myself that you’re no more, that you’re not here, that I’m okay but

It feels like I will sit down on the street and cry like a child
Feels like I will throw a tantrum and cling onto you, feels like I will break down

Like a fool, I want to call you and say I’m sorry
I want to do that – that’s me

The day we coincidentally ran into each other and exchanged awkward greetings
I saw my reflection on the shop window and I hated it because I looked so miserable
I told myself, it’s okay, I won’t ever see her again – I tried comforting myself but

It feels like I will shed tears like a child
Feels like I will throw a tantrum and go argue with you, feels like I will break down

Like a fool, I want to take out the erased memories and look through them
I want to do that – that’s me