You come to me twelve times a day, you look at me with an expressionless face
My eyes have gone crazy, why do I only see you? (Why do you keep appearing before me)
I can finally bear to live now but (you torture me again) you keep breaking me down
I want to touch you, I want to hold you, I want to hug you, I want you
I don’t care about anything if only I can meet you
I want to feel you, your body warmth, your scent, your smile
Please, I want to touch you again
I try to hold onto you but I can’t
I try to trap you inside but I can’t
You slip away between my fingers like smoke (why aren’t you saying anything)
Is this a dream or real life? Does this even make sense?
I want to touch you, I want to hold you, I want to hug you, I want you
I don’t care about anything if only I can meet you
I want to feel you, your body warmth, your scent, your smile
Please, I want to touch you again
Why are you doing this? Why are you ripping my heart?
Is it fun to come to me like this? Will you be satisfied if I go crazy?
Where are you going to drag me to? I have already gone down to the lowest level, I can’t go down anymore
I think I will really go insane, like a crazy person, my hands that can’t touch you are
Heading toward you and grasping the empty air, don’t do this, stop appearing

