Why didn’t you know my heart back then?
I held back the tears in case you wouldn’t like it
Though it hurt, I only loved you but you left me
Just like trash that’s left on the streets

I still regret not holding onto you, I’m sorry for just letting you go like that
I thought I was the only one who was hurt and struggling, you know how I used to only think about myself
I easily got angry at you and got irritated when you cried, I frowned and yelled and got annoyed by you
I never told you I loved you and I never treated you well and I was always selfish

Why didn’t you know my heart back then?
I held back the tears in case you wouldn’t like it
Though it hurt, I only loved you but you left me
Just like trash that’s left on the streets

I’m changing because of you, at some point, it feels like everything has been washed clean and I put on new clothes
The things that I thought were important before are not more important than you anymore (so listen)
Even if the world hurts you, even if everyone leaves you alone
Don’t be sad by yourself and wipe your tears, I’ll be your best friend, lover and doctor
Anything they can do, I can do it better for you
I realized this after you left, we are a fate that was decided long ago, you are the only one on my side in this world
I never told you I loved you and I never treated you well and I was always selfish, I was trash

After you left, I had a lot of fear and couldn’t trust anyone, I couldn’t smile even once
After you left, I’m still here, silently, waiting for you

Why didn’t you know my heart back then? (Would everything be different if I held onto you?)
I held back the tears in case you wouldn’t like it (Would everything be different if I held onto you?)
Though it hurt, I only loved you but you left me
Just like trash that’s left on the streets

Baby im so sorry please stay with me
I’ll change, don’t leave me, then I’ll be alright
Everything is useless without you