When we started to live together, it was so breathtaking that I almost fainted
Our appetites increased and both of us gained a little weight

We went grocery shopping and bought a lot of things online too
We bought what seemed like a lifetime’s supply of soap and laughed for a while

But just yesterday, I ran out of all that soap
But I didn’t feel sad or anything, it was kind of strange

After being alone again, there’s a lot I need to take care of
I didn’t even think about it but
It’s just soap, I’ll order some more again

I pass by the familiar curved alleyway, will I see you by any chance?
Will you try pressing the front door password that hasn’t changed?

It feels comfortable, not missing you anymore
It was troubling for a moment

I can’t believe that I used to believe
That you were the only one, that you were special

Breaking up wasn’t sad but being alone is
Despicably, my body remembers you

I pretended I was steady but I wore out and softened quickly
I guess I’m a jerk because I didn’t need reasons to dislike someone

Being fine and going on with my life was the least bit of comfort
But having believed that you were the only one and special is a bit sad
Being fine and going on with my life was the least bit of comfort
But having believed that you were the only one and special sometimes hurts