I’ll start to say, “I’ll be back”
As I rush to put my shoes on because I’m late
Then I grow blank
Late in the evening, after the day is over
The bed I always laid in feels so big
I used to fall asleep within a minute
But now I toss and turn for hours
Because I miss you, because I still miss you, because I couldn’t forget you again today
I quietly touch your side of the bed
The tears I held back all day start to spill
Once again, like yesterday, I miss you so much
Sometimes when I drink until late
I almost start to send you a text, “I’ll be late today”
I used to fall asleep within a minute
But now I toss and turn for hours
Because I miss you, because I still miss you, because I couldn’t forget you again today
I quietly touch your side of the bed
The tears I held back all day start to spill
Once again, like yesterday, I miss you so much
As if I’ve been running for a long time
I run out of breath but when I look back, I’m still in the same place
I’m not hurt anywhere, I’m not bruised anywhere but why does it hurt so much?
Whatever I do, it hurts, whatever I do, I miss you
The tears I held back all day start to spill
Once again, like yesterday, I miss you so much
Once again, like yesterday, I miss you so much