Yeah, wanna listen to me?
Jajaja, I must go, yo microphone check
1, 2, 3, my age is 34, the Internet is faster than my brain
My belly is getting fat the more I age, my young and beautiful girlfriend keeps me as a pet
I decided to return my youth, praying for the recovery of my broken family
Life in my thirties are different from my teens and twenties, I don’t know
Haters will glare at me but if you can’t avoid it, just enjoy it
I stay humble in front of my mom, who has a lot of anger
Both knocking on each other’s closed hearts

I try to accept things in life but it repeats like along fight
Carpe diem, just enjoy it, just do it like this
Carpe diem, because there’s still so many things to do

For the standards of people who follow money, I’m a winner
I have a credit card purple but it’s just a temporary good feeling
It won’t help me grow, the realizations are not done yet
I’m still young, unripe and puckery like a baby apple, though my actions are slower than before
My passion decides my life, I’m still young
Wisdom over knowledge, heart over head, the process over the results
I learn these things, engrave them in my heart
Like an impatient parent, I might push myself
But I don’t wanna worry about my tomorrow or the day after that
Because the day will end up different from my plans
I want to get hurt, clash and fall a little bit more
The song I sing through my scars can be a bandaid to someone else or not

I try to accept things in life but it repeats like along fight
Carpe diem, just enjoy it, just do it like this
Carpe diem, because there’s still so many things to do

The one who needs to go and the one who went, I’m Choiza
This still doesn’t seem like my problem, why is that?
Am I still a child? Is this the right time? Honestly, I feel so good right now
Like Chet Baker, instead of making things complicated and worrying
I want to stay true to the moment, is that a sin?
Will I be cut by the sword called loneliness given by time?
Will it become a regret that can’t be turned back during my last days?
Or is this a chance to save myself from outdated rules?
Will it be a regret or a chance?
Or are they just different stages with different roles?
Out of the people who’ve already went, they say I should experience this at least once
A few have come and gone a few time, I guess those few times were good
As I see them crying as they go back and forth and going back again
I guess it’s scary to be alone
I guess love is passionate enough to risk your life
I guess it’s warm enough to share each other’s trust
But I still don’t really know