Do you ever think of me these days?
If you do, are you not able to sleep like me?
I memorize your number and look at my phone all day to see if your number will pop up
Liquor bottles and cigarettes litter my bedside, this is how I live

During the 12 months without you
During the 1 year that I missed you like crazy
I prayed that many things would change
I prayed that my heart would change, no more cry
During the 12 months of not being able to breathe
During the 1 year filled with scars
I prayed that I would cut out memories of you
I prayed that my heart would die, no more cry

When the sun rises and sets, I writhe in pain
I look around but you’re not here
There’s no light in the darkness, there’s nothing to remember
During the 1 year without you, I miserably couldn’t get over you
Now I’m scared that 1 year will turn into 10
My time is diminishing

I silently call out to you again
Like a habit, I sit on your empty seat
My today becomes your yesterday as I look for you again

During the 12 months without you
During the 1 year that I missed you like crazy
I prayed that many things would change
I prayed that my heart would change, no more cry
During the 12 months of not being able to breathe
During the 1 year filled with scars
I prayed that I would cut out memories of you
I prayed that my heart would die, no more cry

Why didn’t I know back then? That is all my fault
From some point, you’ve gotten distant
Don’t look back me now, so I can end this

During the 12 months without you
During the 1 year that I missed you like crazy
I prayed that many things would change
I prayed that my heart would change, no more cry
During the 12 months of not being able to breathe
During the 1 year filled with scars
I prayed that I would cut out memories of you
I prayed that my heart would die, no more cry

Just let you go like dreams
Just leave you there like we never meet before