I thought I was doing well after you left
Drinking while having fun
Being better than I thought
I even felt sorry

And then a few days passed

It hurts out of the blue
I miss you so much
It flows out of the blue
The welled up tears

There was no way it would’ve been like that
There was no way I could’ve been normal

It just didn’t hit me
That you weren’t here

I guess I thought it was just another fight
That could’ve maybe led to a break up
You always came back to me, saying you only had me
So I guess I had no fear

It hurts out of the blue
I miss you so much
It flows out of the blue
The welled up tears

There was no way it would’ve been like that
There was no way I could’ve been normal

It just didn’t hit me
That you weren’t here

Finally, this break up is hitting me
Finally, I can see myself clearly without you

Why did I believe that this isn’t happening?

Day by day, it gets clearer
Me without you