Every time I thought of you, I cursed at you
That way, I felt a little better
I erased everything that might remind me of you
But still, there are too many memories

How can I call you?
How can I call you after suddenly thinking about you?
But all I could say is, what’s up?

I’m still forgetting you, my heart is still in pain
I’m still hating you, I’m still forgiving you
Whatever you say, love is over
I’m going back to the days where I didn’t know you

I won’t say anything
I won’t show that I’m glad to talk to you
I’m trying to stop my heartbeat that I can hear with my ears
So I’m not even breathing
But all you say to me is, what’s up?

I’m in enough pain, I’m in pain even if you don’t check
I’m not in pain because I miss you
Tears are falling because I just feel empty

I hope I won’t ever hear your voice again