I put on some clothes that aren’t what you picked out
I’m used to seeing how messy I look in the mirror

I miss how you used to nag me to take care of my body
But I just hold it in

I just wear whatever, I just eat whatever
I just spend my days like it’s nothing, that’s how I live
Sometimes I get sad when I think of you but don’t worry, I’m fine

I needed to fill your empty spot with something
So I got obsessed with working out and made myself busy so I couldn’t think of anything else

Now I’ve gotten comfortable watching movies that we used to watch together
I think I found my old self

I just wear whatever, I just eat whatever
I just spend my days like it’s nothing, that’s how I live
Sometimes I get sad when I think of you but don’t worry, I’m fine

I promised you that I’d be happy, I promised to only look forward
I’ll try to keep those promises that I don’t want to keep
Sometimes I break down when I think of you but don’t worry, I’m fine

I try to smile by myself, I try to crazily breath by myself
I try to live however I can by myself but I can’t be happy

I tried getting drunk by myself, I tried going somewhere by myself
I tried looking for other girls but I don’t like any of them
But I’ll still try, don’t worry, I’m fine