I didn’t like sinking too easily
So I hung onto anything
Busily, without time to rest
I thought I was okay but this emptiness
Makes me lose all strength again
Everything is so meaningless
I don’t want to see anyone
Even if someone holds out their hand toward me
I have no strength to hold on
I’m at an age where it’s no fun
An age where nothing’s special
To the point where I don’t wanna wake up
I have no strength today, I break down so easily
I’m just spacing out, looking far ahead
Since when was I so lifeless?
Why did I just find out that I’m stuck?
I try running until I run out of breath
But I just wanted time to pass on the running machine
Time did pass though
I was heaving, gasping for air but nothing changed
My unfocused eyes emptied another glass again
Everything is so meaningless
I don’t want to see anyone
Even if someone holds out their hand toward me
I have no strength to hold on
I’m at an age where it’s no fun
An age where nothing’s special
To the point where I don’t wanna wake up
I have no strength today, I break down so easily
I’m just spacing out, looking far ahead
Will I be able to dream?
Will I be able to dream again?
Will I be able to go back?
To the times when I liked myself?
I’m at an age where it’s no fun
An age where nothing’s special
To the point where I don’t wanna wake up
I have no strength today, I break down so easily
I’m just spacing out, looking far ahead
Time did pass though
Time did pass though
Time did pass though
Time did pass though