Am I living?
Life is just going on
Each day just passes
Time just passes
People look happy
But I’m not jealous
Because all my happy memories are about you
I won’t give excuses over what happened
I’m trying not to make it so obvious
I want to be a cool guy as we break up
I miss being happy
I hate these sleepless nights
That day keeps repeating
I know I can’t turn back time
But I don’t wanna let you go
Though I can’t change things
Is it right to just leave it alone if you can’t change it?
Wish something would happen like in dramas
Another chance like destiny
words I want to say
Words I want to tell you
I think about them every day
Although I don’t know why
Even if I seem ok
I’m sick of myself trapped in the past every day
What do I do now?
I know I can’t turn back time
But I don’t wanna let you go
(I wanna hold you)
Why are you doing so well?
When I’m hurting so much?
Now you’re so far away. Now you’re so far,
So far away.
Baby I’m trying to be brave but
I miss when you were here.
Every night I lie awake in pain cause
I miss when you were here.
Our memories we made together
They’re too precious to me
So even though a lot of time passed
I still have your photos on my phone
all of them
Sometimes I watch videos of you smiling
And ask you how you’re doing
how you doing, you know
I won’t shed tears
Without you, I’m just
Sad girl, that’s me
I hate your friends
They’re not genuine
I don’t blame anyone
In the end
You just heard what you wanted to hear
I miss being happy
I hate these sleepless nights
That day keeps repeating
I know I can’t turn back time
But I don’t wanna let you go
(I wanna hold you)
Why are you doing so well?
When I’m hurting so much?
Now you’re so far away. Now you’re so far,
So far away.